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2010-10-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

Wondering what to think now. So much has happened, its like I just lived my life without me knowing it. Its now Oct(10) and its been what 3 months since I last updated regularly.

I guess the main factor would be the examinations but also that I kinda lost the effort to just note things down.
I guess this is more like a personal diary now. Well, that's fine with me.

I try my best. I promise myself and you that. But thats all.

2010-10-28T17:11:00.001+08:00

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

2010-10-20T20:36:00.001+08:00

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

2010-10-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

*BELL GOES*
Year 1: Oh shit I'm gonna be late!
Year 2: What we got next period?
Year 3: Lets walk...

2010-10-18T18:01:00.001+08:00

Teacher: Everyone please tell us your greatest acheivements
Harry Potter: I killed Voldemort!
Teahcer: that's good, who else?
Edward Cullen: I sparkle.
Teacher and Harry: ....

2010-09-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

sorry, suspended indefinitely until end of year

2010-07-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

Had an array of tests today, PHysics, chem bio math, chinese.

Going for AYC Tmr. Super excited :D:D Hope it'll be fun.
See school on thursday :(

2010-07-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

Doing all that, THEN telling me I should be helping someone else. Thanks a lot.

2010-07-19T18:49:00.000+08:00

吳佳明-《小人物的心聲》
作曲:陳天進作詞:溫雪瑩

也許我一個人不能成就一翻大事業
但我盡力貢獻一份微薄的力量
也許我自己不能發出萬丈光和亮
但我能為斗室帶來足夠的光芒
我從來就不在乎自己不是一個大人物
因為平凡也是一種幸福
看到名人總是忙忙碌碌
我的時間由我控制
平凡日子一樣會充實

2010-07-18T08:52:00.000+08:00

Long time since blogged ;) cause really really been busy.

Since I signed up for NDP and since there were so many tests and projects going on!!!

This past week esp super hectic and yesterday had Humanities Challenge AND NDP in one day. Felt like I lived two days in one @ the end of it!

Humanities Challenge was sad bcos I 4got to charge my battery then some issue so I followed Sherly's group instead. Was great cause thankfully bcos of the fact that everyone except me was a non-singaporean, so they were all overage :) and I didn't need to deal with all the sec 2 kiddy stuff.

They were pretty enthu, and street-savy so the blur me just had to follow them, and Sherly handled the sms-ing stuff hahaha. (even thou she had...!!) Quite funny cause they kept wanting to take a cab (sigh) and we managed to finish FOUR stations before arriving @ school @ 12:01pm.

After that, stuffed myself with the YUMMY Vegetarian beehoon + soon kueh "D"D"D then went off for NDP. (oh yeah on the way there Lynette was being super funny ha haha) Arrived late so waited for less before starting work. Today's packing was most efficient and we ended @ FIVE PM!! However, I dislike primary school teacherssss so annoying, scream @ children (sadded) then big-headedd!! ARH!

But not that the children were like angels luh. Today was interesting cause I talked to a lot of people, and even managed to catch a short nap 5-10 mins during the show lol... got caught though hahah. Then di n ner was so-so :( I WANT RICE. Then back to the show. more slacking hahaha, and then dispersal sucked bcos of some of the army and teachers who only listen to the army. GRRRR. Well debrief was funny. And the FP and One person thing was hilarious hahah.

Most enriching day :D

2010-06-12T19:44:00.002+08:00

Oh my goodness.

I really didn't update much, did I?

Just saw my last post and it was what 4th May, on a slpover....
Well a long list of things happened.. OPEN HOUSE CHEMISTRY GARDEN :D:D which was really exciting and fun helping the cute lil kids and dillon cheating them and all..
Then was CIP. very boring and hot :((.

Oh yeah I went GSS a while aft that and ate chicken rice with KIAT jiayi :))

Ran hou ne, jiu shi ROBOTICS JUNE CAMP AND BBQ!
Quite a good june camp organised by our juniors, had flight stimulator and Vex training

-P.S Anyone joining SYFC? I think I'll sign up end of this month or smth.. hope I don't forget!!-

Vex is cute.. sometimes :O
BBQ was fun :)). Played Soccer w/ jnrs/ justin/xin/marcus/gwen/snrs.
Then ate food that yuherng & co. cooked and slacked somemore :))
No passing down thou.. (._.)

Oh manz.. I left out OBS CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The most life-changing camp of my life..
better note down the activities for the various days--

Day1-- Admin + belaying
Day2-- Rock climbing + Rafting + Treking
Day3-- Kayaking
Day4-- Kayaking + Treking
Day5-- Watching "Sunrise" + Cleaning/Packing of Store

So I was health I/C which mainly consisted of lugging ard the First Aid bag lol....

What I learnt from this camp?? ---
To adapt stepping out of your comfort zone
Always remain positive
Stop complaining so much
Take things "easy" in life (aka be more easygoing)
And the ability to sit anywhere

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UK TRIIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-----------
WALES/OXFORD/LONDON
Most awesome trip EVA!!

Day 1-- Arrival @ Heathrow airport aft spamming movies on the airplane!!
walked ard a few streets then slpt over @ travel lodge.

Day 2-- 4/5 Hrs bus ride 2 wales/ orienlton field centre then had field studies @ river!

Saw lotsa creepy water bugs.

Day 3-- Sand dunes! went 2 da beach and saw formation of plants/flowers @ area.

Day 4-- Scenic Walk! Went to Sandpole Estate which is super freezing cold but damn chio cause its a tall cliff by the sea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then walked to various areas and beaches! Played in the beach/water which is icy cold! sprained my ankle :(

Day 5--Rocky Shore! Rained e whole time so no pictures :(( but got lots of weird seaweed and many snails. Freezing cold in the wind.

Day 6-- Had conjunctivitis :(( went to a local castle and cave damn cool but brutal. like playing dungeons and castles rpg game :DD. bused to oxford + hospital for me lol

Day 7-- OXFORD!!! City/University tour (damn cool) + shopping!@!! + bused to london!!

Day 8-- City tour of London on the bus + London tower.. pretty :9 (2 museums which are damn cool) then Shopping in chinatown area, CHINESE FOOD for dinner! I ate 2 bowls of rice LOL. + LION KING MUSICAL. V. NICE :)))

Day 9-- 1 Museum in morning, then Pure gold shopping hahah! Covent Garden (STREET PERFORMANCES) + HYDE PARK (Atmosphere!) Then sat plane back to singapore,
watched more movies like Edward Scissorshand + Hua mulan. damn nice + teary :'(

Back in singapore now-- miss the cool weather, flowers, british accent, old cement buildings and statues!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but love the food + internet + friends = in sg!

2010-05-04T20:29:00.003+08:00

Hi. I am really so busy that I wanna scream these days.

I don't know why but I'm really stressed out, I just hate writing all these essays and doing all the homework. The main factor I guess would be geog.

Next is the continuous stream of homework where I see no light or end of the tunnel yet.

Then there's French. No matter how much I love it and practice it and read books and how much effort I put in I can't seem to get it right. And I think I'm just the kind of student that teachers love to scold so much. I wanna be the "lively" kind of student.. but I guess not. Teachers just seem to see me as the TALKATIVE NOISY SLEEP IN CLASS MESSY DONT PLAY ATTENTION person.

Which I can't deny (@) all.

Had sleepover @ Vivi's house for her 16th birthday! Love you vivi :)

Really, I may seem eccentric but that's just cause you dont understand me. Figure it out yourself, I ain't gonna tell you nothing. Well that's that.

And this's this. I want things but I can't get things. And effort doesnt cut people. People don't see it, people forget about it, people slam it. You cant see feelings. You can't put a scale on thought and sincerity. You say its fake, I put effort. You say its effort, but its fake.

What do you say?

C'est la fini. For now I shall take comfort that "the ground gets harder after each raindrop."

2010-05-02T14:54:00.000+08:00

I'm awesome!
No you're not, dude don't lie...

You know my pants sag low (low)
Even though (though) that went out of style
Like ten years ago (go)
Spose, I got the swagger of a cripple
I got little biceps,
Getting fatter in the middle

...Every show i do is poorly promoted and if you like this,

It's cuz my little sister wrote it

Spose - I'm Awesome (!)

2010-04-30T23:20:00.002+08:00

so... tired.

managed 2 watch kick-ass today! WHOO my first m-18 movie yay (b4 i even watch nc16)..
well not as violent as I expected it to be. but understandable as m18 heh.

the plot kinda dev. in a diff way than I thot so and the cinema was super empty O_O

was really nervous in the beg due to prev. epic fail nc16 movie thing, but surprisingly, (after wearing shorts and earings), the old guy @ the counter just look at my sis and me (she's old and dyed her hair brown lol) then can pass le YAY :D

next up is to watch Monga (nc16)..

2010-04-29T20:19:00.000+08:00

Today is the most GL day of my life.
It was spposed to be a normal day w/ P.E and Physics Test.
Then after NAFA Sherly suddenly fell criticially ill. So ill that she almost died and I had to half drag her to the sick bay where she alarmed lots of teachers and staff.
Then I lost my wallet when I picked up Sherly's wallet and stuffs.
Went to SSS 3 times during recess, break and after sch to no avail.
And I searched the canteen a gazillion times.
Then give up liao so went the SH comp lab to do geog pw w/ sherly (who miraculously revived immed. aft recess)
Then I saw the email. it said, "Hi, I found a wallet. It is yellow in colour. Have you any idea who it belongs to?"
Went 2 the P.E dept then saw my wallet which was being flinged from one table to another.
So I cried lol.
So I got my wallet back (thank god) and treated Sherly w/ a drink w/ my newly-found wallet (yay).

Sherly agrees w/ me that today is the most GL day ever.

It rained just now and its super sunny now and Sherly's screen just Gled on her.

Lol. the most unusual day of my life. 8O

2010-04-26T18:36:00.002+08:00

Most own line of the week: "老虎都给你们玩死"
said by my mum about me and my sister maltreating random objects in the house

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HAHAHHA LD

2010-04-25T23:45:00.004+08:00

Geog Project.
C'etait the most tiring project ever.
Had to squat in the horrid grassland w/ thousands of ants - small med large, centipedes, grasshoppers, worms who crawl all over our legs and bit us!
Sandals was hell. What's more had mosquitoes / weird insect bites and now they're itching like mad dog. LOL.

Hong wen & mark came along aft a while. & Sherly rocks cause shes super prepared for like everything worhs. 8O.. . .

Its really tiring squatting in the soil for so long!!!
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Attended Danzage on Friday and I loved it!~! Super insightful/enriching... Dancing rocks :D
Somehow managed to get really good seats by luck and the whole perf was really nice :D:D:D WHOO

Had super loads aft concert at macs w/ koa, nat, vivi, swee yee (YES I KNOW WHO SHE IS NOW HAHAHHA :D) talking and being hyper and high WHOO :D:D

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KOI is really nice to drink :D but I don't like green tea :( and too many pearls LOL. and Sherly, your sense of taste is srsly screwed.....// weirded. haix.

And guides is really = = / 0.0
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OH YEA. Went comics connection just now to try and buy posters but nothing really nice. Wanted to buy poker cards but boh lui sigggghx. Bought two $1 cards instead SUPER HAPPY AISHITERU :D
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Physics tuition today killed me. I DONT UNDERSTAND KINEMATICS AND FORCES IS REALLY COMPLICATED.
C'etait difficile/ n'est pas facile.
Je veux ecouter le CD maintenant.
Au revoir.

et alors, je vous aimez (happy dance!) :D

2010-04-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

Yahoo! Answers - Is Singlish to blame for many Singaporeans’ poor command of proper English?

"No.

Ask the Americans.

I'll be so proud if "English (SG)" is in every language selection.

I really don't understand how do we educate our young to believe they are from Singapore, but they should talk like they are from UK.

If you look at mother tongue, its even worse, I got to talk like I am from China.

Ultimately, we are just looking for good communication. We should focus on communication skills rather than language, because language is a art and not a skill."

2010-04-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

Si vous etes curieux, pour les singapouriens :
http://sg.travel.yahoo.com/inspirations/49-worlds-greatest-city-50-reasons-why-singapore-is-no-1?cid=today

2010-04-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

Apres a lit beaucoup de livres j'ai retrouver m'adore le francais encore et il est plus facile de sais quoi un langue parle quand il y a beaucoup des sentiments.

Mais aujourd'hui, mon francais n'est pas tres bien...

Pour ma vie, je pense que dans le dernier semaine je aura plus d'activities. Par exemple les examens...

Oui, je veux parle mon francais de plus vite. D'accord mademoiselles ou monsieur?

C'etait mal..

I LOVE FRENCH :D

2010-04-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

learning to move on thru the open doors in life.

bcos= you have to move on

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"what if there was no tmr to say goodbye?"

2010-04-14T20:24:00.002+08:00

It sucks when you have sometime you want so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad so bad

and you just missed it.

just by a (INSERTSWEARWORD) TECHNICAL ERROR.

Am so damn pissed off and sad I can't express it in words.

Bcos its not just a simple course. Its an option. option to a future which I SUPER WANT TO GET INTO NO MATTER WHAT. Gosh. going madmamdmamdakldsjop8o347y9q32

2010-04-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

seeingINNER says:

*what you and lynette index no.?

CRAZYE. says:

* 柯金杏（17）

*lynette is 22

*ying yu

seeingINNER says:

*i thot you 27?

CRAZYE. says:

*oh yeah

*you're right

*haha

seeingINNER says:

*......................

2010-04-11T19:56:00.000+08:00

Again with the moodswing. Happy Sad. Happy Sad.

Well busy w/ homework and projs and all these days as usual. Seriously I could say this a million times and it won't change!

But recently signed up for various progs. NDP, Bio trip and if not WEP (but timing clashes :()

Hopefully, I would be able to make it! :D

& bad things happened--> I lost some stuff. Appeal to all to help :C

See ya. :D

2010-04-11T19:37:00.004+08:00

omg why our skin suddenly look so yellow, like chicken leg...

Touching hearts! (ada v.chio :D)

DELICIOUS CHEEZE CAKE!~

SUPER YUMMY CHOCOBANANNACAKE :D

MEI SHI. LOL

Most own carpark !

Kaleidoscope Zheng Xin Yuan!! Super CHIO

Cute Color Combi C:

Hand-ah :D

The most beautiful watch on Earth~! & I'm wearing it yey! X)

Flight stimulator whoo~

heheh :D so cute

AWESOMEness

Most-est own!!!!

Each picture speaks a thousand words and contains a million memories. Don't forget them C:

2010-04-11T19:33:00.001+08:00

They say aim high, because if you aim for the moon, at least you would fall on the stars.

But

Did anyone stop to think, "what if I fall even deeper because of that?"

Concepts of Gravity and Physics dictate that.

So why is this so?

So why.

Sometimes I wonder why.

just need more time. but the problem is

one hand can't clap.

so it is always that one hand that can't help

but always.

continue to wave.

goodbye.

2010-04-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

"I saw you from a distance.
I saw you from the stage.
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face.
In a sea of people, there was only you.
I never knew what this song was about,
but suddently now I do."

LA PW groupwork discussion was fun :D.

Cynicalism is the new age manzz!

2010-03-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

wanting to break free.. but constantly turning back to look.

I'm starting to believe that all humans are selfish and stupid.

Where is the one person who isn't?

2010-03-29T16:41:00.002+08:00

Gosh super hungry now...... My mum's cooking stewed pork and the fragrance is unbelievable!

BUT I CANT EAT IT NOW NOOOO :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((.

Life is like a bed of roses, watch out for the thorns.

Thanks Jamie & Pinky for the pencil case! Its so adorable, but I think I will only get the chance to use it in senior high/uni =O (Thriftiness is a virtue!)

The future. so many unknowns. The present. so many doubts. The past. so many mistakes.

2010-03-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

You know today was career day and we had all the unis from various countries and stuff coming in to set up booths. In particular I was interested in Menlo college because of the courses they offered and everything seemed too good to be true.

Well it was. Too good to be true. I did some research and all was well until one site came up and showed retention rates and graduate rates of students to be poor! I then managed to find "www.studentsreview.com" which showed Menlo College to be a total scam and waste of money? I can't believe this.

Warning to all.

2010-03-26T23:26:00.004+08:00

Hello Everyone. Thanks for the birthday wishes!

This year my birthday was really ping jing I guess because of my various responsibilities. Really had a lot of mood swings - major happy then unhappy etc.. but thanks for all who celebrated w/ moi :()

Thank you:

Sherly for the diary and chocs. Although I dont know how I'd use it, I ate 4 of the chocs le :)

Sheena for the super adorable square tofu, its hanging by my laptop :D

Jamie & Pinky for the pencil case which I havent received yet :O

Gwendolyn for the rose which is very pretty :D

Sylvia and kimbo for the M&M heart so sweet :)

Sab,Pinky, Nicole, Miss L, Junyi, Isabel, ada, Sylvia, Justin, Nat, WL, Vivi, Xin2, Shermin, Gary, Wen Yi, Lilian, chernyue, Darren, Marcus, Timo, Jaslyn, Annabel, kimberly, haoyi, sherlyn, binbin, Ling ling, vanessa, yiru, valerie, grace, mancini, rasee, janet, xiaowen, kiat kiat, yiru, ruowei and all (got tired alrdy....) for all the birthday wishes :)

& IT'em for the cake and songs even though it was for everyone. Although my birthday was spent responsibly studying and doing homework, cca, gettting scolded, feeling tired etc.. it was still a memorable birthday as I made new resolutions for myself too.

Sometimes I think of how I was this small baby 16 years ago I feel that it is amazing for me to grow to big, to be able to think so much and work so much. (labour force lol).

Well, I guess its at times like this that you realise how much people care about you and how much you care about them. Even though these may not be equal you can't stop being the good person. change? or cant help feeling again and again.

well this spot is more like my shout-out place, an outlet for my emotions. Not like much people seesee or anything, forget it. updating oso not much point.

THANKS. everyone for wishing me happy birthday. I return it w/ a thanks and a :)

watched Alice in wonderland w/ daniel, sherly, xin2, nat. . . had fun chatting.

hai not in much mood to update. because of..............
why so. I commit not equal to the person commit. unfair world.

hai i think im just extremely tired la.

will be my positive self tommorow. trying hard. harder. and harder.

feeling str0ngly. beliefs

2010-03-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

True love is when you understand each other so well that you can't help but fall in love with all of them - you'd love their little quirks, their happy face and their annoying points.

How can you "love" someone you don't even know or understand?

2010-03-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

woahhh. spammedx.

500 posts today!! O_O...

2010-03-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

Though I'd update. Went out with Sherly yesterday :) aft she came back from Indo. Well we mainly went eating @ Chinatown and shopping for flowers :D)

We had Chicken Rice, Dumplings, Chee Chong Fun and Satay. Just for the Chinese project ;9. The food was not that fabulous cause we took so much time just trying to get some decent photos with us and the food togethr = =.

Everything was pretty cold and oily as a result and we practically had to lie writing good reviews on the food hahahah. LD

Went walking around in the drizzle looking for flowers and I srsly gained a lot of flower-knowledge from the uncle, including knowing that round-round flowers are for dead ppl lol! so little flowers are for song-ren one so sad tsk. Why cannot just give all flowers as we like sigh. as long as they're pretty!

Couldn't catch any movies @ vivo so wandered around and ate this huge tub of yogurt~! The place was quite cool - super elegant and chic deco iglooo and I love the rocking chair heh. The food? well I thought that the mango yogurt was not bad..................................

Took a bus and walked w/ xin2 to KLP~ then ate dinner w/ Ernest and ada.

sigh s'pposed to eat sushi today but turns out Sakae buffet only on weekdays siannn. Ate ramen instead. Still good but my craving for sushi hasn;t dissappeared :(.

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Bought ice blended coffee from coffee bean (its too chocolately for my taste :( starbucks is still da best!) and ate a bacon sausage thing from Sherly the generous lool. Its nice :D but I'm poor sigh.

Cabbed to Sch (sigh owe ppl so much $) and squeezed in for band concert.

One word--- COLD. Freezing manz. But the music was good :) I loved the last song & the encore. Super goodzzzzz.

Gave the flowers away and NAT CFRI(DE hHAhaH.

~~opps.~~

well took bus back w/ Ada who was jumping ard due to the many cockroaches :X.

ate instant noodles late last night w/ meatballs. The best meal ever. :D hungry again now sigh.

but I still havent finish.............

OHNO :O

2010-03-21T21:20:00.004+08:00

Posted by Xiaowen. Re-posting cause I just saw it and its cool :)

(& I know I'm procrastinating)

2010-03-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

/▌
...../ \☻_

2010-03-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

God sent me a sister. When I asked for a Barbie doll. When I wanted it glam.

God sent me a sister. When I wanted wisdom, and experience so I wouldn't fall.

God sent me a sister. When I fell and got hurt, and could tell no one.

God sent me a sister. When I was bored and itching for someone to piss off and annoy.

God sent me a sister. When I asked for company.

God sent me a sister. He sent me an angel. He sent me you.

Even though I hate you. I love you.

Because you are the other me that I would never live.

The other me that hates the things I love, and love the things I hate.

You are my life, and I am yours.

Even though you are never home and we can't talk more than a third of a LA essay before arguing, this is the secret truth ;)

2010-03-19T11:51:00.005+08:00

In response to a Earth Hour poster:

路人1: save the earth!

路人2: LETS SAVE THE EARTH !!!

路人3: Guys....
It's save the humans...
The planet is fine...
It'll still be here a long time after we are gone...

Lol.. that's so true, isn't it?

2010-03-19T00:57:00.001+08:00

Facebook | Happy, eat. Upset, eat. Angry, eat. Everyday, eat.:

"Eat chocolates when you're sad, you will be better.

Eat chocolates when you're happy, you will be high.

Eat chocolates when you're bored, you will be fat real soon.

Ohmy, now i know why i'm like tht."

2010-03-18T21:34:00.003+08:00

"Do not fear the silence; fear being the fool who

rushes in to make a noise where none is necessary."

2010-03-18T13:28:00.001+08:00

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well
Then he’s a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

2010-03-18T12:54:00.000+08:00

Crying about dramas is fun LD

But homework is not :( (esp when I don't understand it)

2010-03-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

hohoho

2010-03-16T13:48:00.002+08:00

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

2010-03-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

Hmm. No matter how much one says something or does anything. A representation of yourself online is not yourself offline. Those are just pretty words.

Sometimes its thought that we can express ourselves through words, through images, through choices and decisions. But really, we are ourselves because of our ideals.

No matter what, believe and persist.
The source of my passion is the source of my power.

I gave up being weak just so to appear feminine.

2010-03-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

Facebook: "Thats funny. You're funny. I like you."

joined that group. cause I realised thanks to justin yeo that I somehow think almost everyone is funny? But they are! Cute in their own ways.

Well, RR is finally over in my life I guess. Not really enthusiastic about slogging my guts out in return for my most kind racer to just PMS and decide to screw up. Really unhappy about that. What's more facing the GL and having to rely on someone younger than me and so diao is not really the most enticing of ideas. Anw, its not like RR very the prestigous anyway sigh.

But this RR season was still fun in its own ways. Due to the effort and dedication and just working and committing together. Slacking with the IT'em peps and experiencing random stuffs together. Really awesome :DDDD

--Coffee, stupid loud TV, weird commenters, super fast racers and food - mainly Pastamania which I will avoid for at least 3 months.

Love our seniors and (most of) our juniors. :D

Year 4s rock on for the remaining 2-3 months!

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2010-03-14T02:22:00.000+08:00

Had RR today again. Got into finals. Tmr's the big day. left 2 hours to sleep now so gd'nite

2010-03-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

RR's been going on for two days already. Its really tiring, but IDK HOPE that good things would happen. Not gna say much more about this.

Day before had a senior come in as relief teacher. She shared a whole bunch of informations about Senior high and stuffs and I think I finally understand those concepts after her detailed explanations and reading some booklets from my sis. I wanna go overseas but may face the unfortunate problem of lack of funds and grades. Gna do my best as usual though :)

Jiayou all, do your best too!

2010-03-09T20:54:00.001+08:00

We'll carry on

And though you're dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

We'll carry on

And though your broken and defeated

Your weary widow marches on

Jiayou da jia. Jiayou me. !_!

2010-03-05T20:25:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I feel so nauseated I can't speak.

Sometimes I pity your self-pity.

Sometimes I feel angry at your preconceptions about me.

Sometimes I want to hug you.

Sometimes I want to scream something to you.

Sometimes shit happens.

Sometimes miracles do too.

Sometimes.

2010-02-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

:D.

Had a fun party-slacking-dinner-thingy @ Ada's house today!

Managed to cramp srsly loads of people into her house!

I was pretty surprised cause her mom actually called for catering and stuffs O_O (THANKYOUAUNTIE)

It was a lil awkward in the beg. cause I don't really know much of the peps but still okays :D

Then we played cards which was awesome :9!

Played Titeee, Hearts and Cheat (most fun).

Ernie made his grand appearance @ 8pm and by then some peps gtg liao so we went into Ada's rm to play more cards and gossip :D

Talktalktalk/hear ppl talk w/ my french compatriot ernie who oso dunno what was going half the time.

Basically just me, vivi, ernie, ada, mancini, bryan, shixun and Ada's active brother that was jumping on her bed non-stop non-stop.

Laughed until sore throat ;D

Happy day today :9~

2010-02-21T18:28:00.001+08:00

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

2010-02-21T17:54:00.000+08:00

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

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The randomness of random words.
Now I believe that chimpanezes can really type essays.
Type mine for me please!

2010-02-20T19:27:00.003+08:00

Really, I wonder why I am doing this to. I wanna escape so bad. Sometimes I question the point of it all, and the meaningless of life. If I were someone else..

If I were that one person who dropped out of school at an early age and still manage to make a fortune writing philosophical books. If only I could have what I want, now. Without writing how I think on paper to hand in to some teacher in order to get graded on how I think.

So, whats the point again?

2010-02-19T22:46:00.004+08:00

ITEM dinner today. After a super crappy day.
Once classes ended it was O.K.:)

RR prog. was so-so. Halfway through the track and ironing out the problems so far.
Well, buying for dinner was fun :D randomly choosing stuff was too.
Thanks to the help of the super knowledgable Enzhi and our helpful Michelle.
Yes, I can remember the names of those who came for the dinner today! :D

Well the dinner was pretty messy, I mean spilling all those random drinks and everything!
Plus, I learnt smth new today -- you cant eat cooked food if raw food is mixed w/ it!
I didnt know that.
Well, it's still much much much more fun to cook food immed. and stuffs :(

I ate so much "LIAO" but I still think it would have been more fun to just eat over a longer period of time and stuffs. :O

Snrs as usual had their big grand entrance and seg. thing ):U
Well, jnrs, we are such awesome snrs aren't we. Sometimes I think we rock too much.
Srsly,

Truth or Dare was .. interesting.
Enzhi proposed to ZhangXin like 10 times, Bei Chen hugged Mr. Lim
who subsequently lifted him off the grnd, Gwen fed Gary a quail egg...

& Zhangxin Kissed Gary.

--

Some weird gun/rifle thing was showing on Dis. Channel so we watched it.
Love D. Ch.!!

So that was my day.
How was yours?

2010-02-17T23:10:00.001+08:00

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as a Bee.

thesedays. HAPPY CNY. :)
Had the usual CNY routine. But less worked up bout it. & more visitings to friends' places.
--Ada place's yesterday + slacking @ Dhoby Ghaut.
--2G/4J Outing today. Kbox + Bball + Dinner + more Bball.

Cant slack no more. No time for these. Just-----------

2010-02-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

BEST QUOTE EVA:

You know your life is sad when you feel happy when there's a break
because you can use it to catch up on school work

2010-02-08T18:29:00.003+08:00

J'adore les cours, mais je deteste les devoirs.

Et -- I hate dhsmail.
I dont want to check my mail everyday as I'm expected to.
Why? Because once I on my computer, its all games and no studies.
and that sucks.

And teachers should quit expecting us to know everything;
Like a certain someone who thinks its the student's fault because she didn't do smth.
Even though she was, again, unaware of it, and hence unable to go fulfill it.
SO DUH.

Well, enough laosao-ing because I hate being the last in the know.
These days are just so frustrating that I think everyone's going off their last bonkers.
And believe me, if I could I would. I just hate how much you don't do anything even though you are s'pposed to. And I want to do all your work just so its done. But then you would get the credit again so why...
OK, again w/ the ranting. Sorry, just so tired that my brain is fried.

So cut my hair. Its weird. I hate short hair. And I hate my fringe. Things will change soon.

OK, now this is a weird post w/ rantings and hate-things. :?

blah. bye.

2010-02-04T19:10:00.002+08:00

Some people are srsly bored out of their minds.
Just look @ the existence of the Seow Swee Hong International Foundation on Fb.
.
.
.
I joined it.

2010-02-04T18:36:00.005+08:00

Again with the time lag.
Its been a pretty hectic week for me,

Got two teeth pucked out, RR track is out, geog test and tmr am going to the AIRSHOW!!
Anyone want to see my cute little tooths?

--

Also had dinner w/ my nice auntie on tuesday! Ate Thai food @ lemon tree restaurant @ the hotel near bencoolen. The food is nice, a lil bit spicy for me but insanely expensive.
Well, I personally am not that good at identifying authenic Thai food which is supposedly s'pposed 2 b that expensive :(
But it's still tastes like Thai. :D

--

Just trying to cope with everything but I'm really not very good @ it.

Weell, gave Sitong his present today! Hope he likes it. Took super long just preparing for it and stuffs. Just head on out to his blog to see it (hopefully he'll post it soon :))
JOYEUX ANNIVERSAIRE!

So hopefully this new lunar new year would be better!
ONE WEEK MORE\\(*_*)//

2010-01-30T18:36:00.002+08:00

Boeing Simulator today :D (heart)
went to the cool center @ Changi (super ulu) and saw the moving simulation thingy.
apparantly its like few thousand for an hour and we spent appox. that amount of time inside O-0.

well, nothing much really, just took off and landed and the real thing is really smoother than the simulations. was kinda pretty much overwhelmed by the SO MANY (&$#(&$#^ BUTTONS everywhere, yeah.

I think that being a pilot is a pretty cool job. but it seems that it is a pretty (brainless?) job according to the peps. Only need A lvls then as long as your coord. is not bad can le.
But I love the sky, still.

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2010-01-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

MAJORLY SUNBURNED,it hurts. :(
Why? Well today went to Downtown East (dte) with the gals from 4J. Well 4 girls specifically. Sylvia, Kimberly, Cherisse et moi. (a certain someone was supposed to come but awwells..)

Had our lunch 2gether than went inside WWW :D:D At last after like 4 years of not touching any chlorine water! Played lotsa rides, slacked @ e tsunami and drank lotsa salty water too.
Then we left pretty early. :X
Went to E!hub.

Drank Pudding Milk Tea @ Cup Walker (1st proper milk tea I drank in my life X) which was not bad. Pretty addictive stuff. But add pearls then nicer cause less sweet. Anyway, the drink was such a generous serving for the cheapcheap price and I couldn't finish it as a result :( Nice berber drank it all for me :D:D!

Then tried to source for present for berber's friend. (also saw ST's present heheh. need people to join money to pay please!) the stuffs there are so cute and cool! like srsly!

Then we went over to Pasir Ris and waited for Jiayi's jia dao. (lol) anw, I bought a meh-meh earing (which I nearly lost just now hahahah) and the rest bought lots of earings plus berber bought a super ex watch for her friend :D.

Then we finally took neos (I oso very long nvr take already! like 2 years?). quite interesting :D. Love you gals and being sunburnt sucks.
(P.S I hate hmwk :()

(P.P.S Today's post is longer bcos when I'm too tired I kinda get lazy.)

2010-01-24T09:10:00.003+08:00

http://f___yeahhlove.tumblr.com/

through ruo's blog.
(insert the 3other letters lol)

2010-01-24T00:21:00.003+08:00

happy birthday natalie!♥♥
I really am super duper tired after 4 hours of tuition and 5 hours of birthday celebration consisting of dinner, and slacking @ Ruo's super chio house! Watched Mio TV(AWES-) & sherly and vivi dancing randomly to K-pop. Had this super sweeet cake too. Well for this birthday I gave you my ♥ so dont play play okay? (LOL.)
Tmr going out ... my hmwk is screwed oh crap.

2010-01-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

Speak to me,
when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

2010-01-17T19:01:00.002+08:00

New blogskin for another year!!!!♥

Did the flakes and edits but photo is from skate_puppet (cool!). I'm probably the only 100th person or so having this blogskin on blogspot cause its like meant for myspace. its really cool anyway,

yellow is the new light blue! But light blue is still eternal. want to slack and read manga ARGH..

2010-01-17T17:27:00.002+08:00

sour pineapples floating in the ocean,,, plonkplonkplonk.
thats exactly how I'm feeling right this instant.

dad's playing with pineapples so everything smells like them now.
my sore throat feels like I have a million salt grains in my pharynx/thorax/larynx and my homework's going plonkplonkplonk in a corner of my head, the weekend is ending. (pun intended).

gotta do something. but yet not,
dude,

2010-01-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

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finally recovering after 2 days of hell. now that I'm feeling better gotta do the weekend hmwk :(

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http://sg.promo.yahoo.com/specialk-sg/tips-and-tools-article?blogid=tips_and_tools&postid=5&viewPost=1

this is hilarious. esp the scrubbing the bathroom floor

2010-01-09T10:23:00.002+08:00

I hate falling sick. ~~The worst is over but still feeling giddy. boohoo~~
turns out it was a lie.

2010-01-08T22:24:00.003+08:00

Just commented on some website on some news post. Shall not mention it here.
Was really disappointed at how myopic and immature some people are. Just hurling insults and each other and all. Just because its the internet. And they're supposed to be adults. Thank god for my mature and cultured friends and teachers. :()

2010-01-08T21:34:00.001+08:00

Sentosa has just increased its rates for private vehicles from $2 to $7.
Read the comments on yahoo.sg, and someone commented that Sentosa is actually:

So
Expensive
Nothing
TO
See
Also

x)

feeling sick from sore throat. med. helps :(

2010-01-04T19:09:00.002+08:00

First Day of SCH aka Orientation Day1:
Ttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired!
Went ard stations to complete tasks ---

Sch- weird puzzle thing abt Japan
K.park- painful 8-step walk (had the nice nice story plot to help ;))
Pway- had to ask the age of ppl (only asked 3 ppl (Lucky!))

Then broke for lunch @ KFC. Suuuuper full!
& we wasted lots of time here playing around hahhah. the food is really a lot!

Back to sch, played half-blind man's soccer hahah. the area v.small v.diaoo.
Then was the Epic fail 11-person legged race~
We went with the "Odd-Even" strategy then gave up halfway and went with "SLIDEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Thankfully, made it in less than a minute. But the knots were a knightmare to untie!
Personally I find it much much much more funny watching other groups do this race than watching AFV.

Last one was the super diao (too) squirt-the-7-waterguns-into-this-huge-cup. which took forever. surprizingly.
But still less epic fail than 3F's grp (XD)

So today was a day with J1, facil-idunowot'syrnamebutyouwerefrom4Jtoo, and MsHo.
Tommorrow? Puzzle.
Ownage.

2010-01-02T04:20:00.001+08:00

lol. i just realised i don't have a HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 @*$(^@&($ post like everyone else. oh wells. happy new year dudes.

2010-01-02T04:10:00.001+08:00

Going for a wedding dinner tommorrow. Would rather squeeze some time to do hmwk. I DON"T WANT SCHOOL TO START NOO.

2010-01-01T01:00:00.003+08:00

Opening presents is always exciting ;D
My mum "loaned" me her ipod shuffle, its a new version and cool blue.
Awesome but scarily small! X)

2009-12-31T22:31:00.005+08:00

Touched by an Angel,
My world had just gone by
Always darkened skies
There was no reason to try
Never could fly
Now I’m tired of searching
And wondering why
It’s not really all that, much far
Reaching out for stars

Time to reach out
Time to be who I am

Finally, I believe
My dreams will unfold
It’s like being touched by an angel
A brand new beginning
It’s amazing
This is, a moment, I will remember

Finally, I can feel
Heaven on earth
It’s like being touched by an angel
My world is changing
I’m living out loud
Feels like, I’m been, touched by an angel above

I’ve waited for so long
For this day to arrive
The world seems a different place
Knowing I can fly

Time to reach out
Time to be who I am

Finally, I believe
My dreams will unfold
It’s like being touched by an angel
A brand new beginning
It’s amazing
This is, a moment, I will remember

Finally, I can feel
Heaven on earth
It’s like being touched by an angel
My world is changing
I’m living out loud
Feels like, I’m been, touched by an angel above

2009-12-29T18:48:00.001+08:00

2009-12-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Unhappy.
Wants: A bed.

2009-12-26T19:05:00.010+08:00

muah! & the photos are here. complete set? on fb.

2009-12-26T17:31:00.002+08:00

Merry X'mas!
How was your X'mas? Mine was awesome :).
Why? Cause I met up w/ the lovely and adorable 6/1 peps and attended Ms Hamidah's Wedding!

Had lots of fun w/ them just chatting and playing truth & truth at the Wedding, Starbucks and walking along Orchard Road.
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Not the mention we met up the day before and watch Avatar in 3D (Its really really good).
Well mostly just talked about stuffs and catching up.

Avatar is really pretty but I wouldn't recommend it for kids below 13. Kinda violent (killing animals brutally and people too + warfare and bombs etc) and even if they're avatars the lack of clothes is really o_o. But its kinda addictive and stuffs. & I totally agree that the 3D shades looks hilarious when worn x)

--

Ms Hamidah's wedding was bigger and so much more grand than I expected! We arrived at around 1650 I guess, and Ms Hamidah's sisters greeted us and all. Their voices is uncannyly similar. Not to mention they already look alike. But the voice.... ....

Anyway, Sat down at the table and slacked somemore then Ms Hamidah came out with her gorgeous gold dress like the King and the Empress haha! So they made they way down this beeaaaaaauuuuutiful carpet to the Empress seat then everyone went up to the Empress seat to take photos with her :D. I think we missed the second or third dress cause we went out to wait due to overwhelming guests arriving :)).

So we took out (lol) to The pool place near my house (:D) and played pool (I suck @ it sigh). after that went to nearby Starbucks to have a drink.

Played Truth & Truth which mostly consisted of "Out of these 4/5 guys/girls who would you rather kiss", "Would you rather drown in the sea or get knocked down by a car", talks on WQ's bisexuality and Allen's "Switch".
Hilarious,

Walked to Orchard Road (Super duper crowded) and took some photos. It was an awesome day, and although we haven't seen each other in ages (some three/two/one years) but we still are an awesome class.
♥, 6/1 + MsHamidah's Wedding.

2009-12-24T02:00:00.006+08:00

Hello 我的宝贝们,
I have returned from Thailand!
I know a lot of people have gone there this year but I still think it's a really interesting and fun place to be.
Well most of the activity there would be Shopping!
I know, its so typical but the items there are really, really, really really cheap. No kidding.
I guess we walked like around 3000+ stores (Plati/tunum alone has 1.5k!)
And there are like a gazillion roadside stores! Its really cool. Unlike Sg's roads, which seem empty and lifeless in comparizon. :(

But the downside is that the traffic sucks, the air pollution is horrible (we all have store throats) and none of us can speak thai wadsoever. The only thai word I know is Sawadi kaa/kap!

Bought a year worth of stuff and had to limit myself from buying buying buying. Any blogshop owners should go stock up in thailand! the stuff is amazing and cheap.

--

Watched History Channel and Wife's temptation at night in the hotel (super cold :()!
I so love that drama XO, even though the plot's a lil cliche sometimes but there are quite a bit of twists (interesting!) and the acting is really good.

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There's also this weird culture of Ah guas in Thailand. Its srsly so common that sometimes I can't tell the gender. Freaky sometimes. Its like. a whole. new. world. . . .

-- Other activities included boring factory talks and temple visits.
Sat this cute boat to the temple where there were lotsa lotsa fish at the back!
Managed to feed bread to the rare lucky white fish (among the black but white-bellied ones)! S'pposed to a windfall bcos of that XD.
The fishes are super huge and fat bcos of the tourists and stuffs. And people can't catch them cos their holy fisheroni.~

--

Painting my nails with the 15 baht (around S$1+) nail polish. Awesomey.
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The day's after Xmas. Merry Xmas 大家! 8D

2009-12-18T17:45:00.001+08:00

Those with Macs (computer) try this : -- http://www.ommwriter.com/
Its hot. Wish I had a Mac now. (still d/l-ing it to try my luck anw.)
For simple writing.
:O

2009-12-18T17:12:00.003+08:00

Just got a bomb dropped on me. Xiao Wen is going to America. OH NO. It was sent in an email. I can't imagine 3J w/o her. My latecomer cum lazyness friend is gone!!!

I guess it really is a good thing for her. If I was her I would go too (Oppps) but still that doesn't change the fact that I miss her and miss her even more now. Damn.

Hope she leaves only after Xmas because of (prev. post) and I so don't want to miss sending her off. Don't know. what/.

Harsh Scrambled Eggs of Reality.

2009-12-18T16:45:00.002+08:00

Just woke up from a bad dream. Was locked up in this place and had to escape from a bunch of people trying to kill me, then had to lie and act my way out of getting my identity found out sigh.

Most probably the after effects of watching the trailer of "Don't look back" or "Ne te retourne pas".

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Came back from ITem Chalet yesterday. Was pretty fun and enjoyable, but had a lack of games and people. Really dunno what to say about this. Trying to not take it too srsly?

That that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger

Going to Thailand in less than 15 hours. and I haven't packed a single thing yet! Awesomey.
Toodles, ♥ ♥

2009-12-14T05:48:00.003+08:00

It's been years since they told her about it
The darkness her body possessed
And the scars are still there in the mirror
Everyday that she gets herself dressed
Though the pain is miles and miles behind her
And the fear is now a docile beast
If you ask her why she is still running
She'll tell you it makes her complete

I run for hope, I run to feel
I run for the truth for all that is real
I run for your mother, your sister, your wife
I run for you and me my friend
I run for life

It's a blur since they told me about it
How the darkness had taken its toll
And they cut into my skin and they cut into my body
But they will never get a piece of my soul

And now I'm still learning the lesson
To awake when I hear the call
And if you ask me why I am still running
I'll tell you I run for us all

I run for hope, I run to feel
I run for the truth for all that is real
I run for your mother, your sister, your wife
I run for you and me my friend
I run for life

And someday if they tell you about it
If the darkness knocks on your door
Remember her, remember me
We will be running as we have before
Running for answers, running for more

I run for hope, I run to feel
I run for the truth for all that is real
I run for your mother, your sister, your wife
I run for you and me my friend

I run for hope, I run to feel
I run for the truth for all that is real
I run for your mother, your sister, your daughter, your wife
I run for you and me my friend
I run for life

I run for your mother, your sister, your wife
I run for you and me my friend
I run for life

Written by Melissa Etheridge

She is so darn amazing. Crazy that I happened to see her singing on the Martha Show. The show is amazingly boring. But she on the other hand, is an entire different thing altogether. Rocks.

2009-12-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

Good 2250! I just finished the super ya-li periodic table quiz! But I'm stuck at the last qns of the worksheet (homework) unfortunately. And I have no idea how to do it!

Skipping this depressing topic, I shall update on events. Had the bbq the day before at Sabrina's place. We were causing so much noise there that the security guard was ready to blacklist us alrdy! J'adore les condominiums :(

The food was O_O but okay, not that bad. Facebook has more pictures!

My mum and sis went off to Malaysia the day before and my dad just went to some Asian country today so I'm home alone. Had instant noodles for dinner but I ate one spoon only cause it was terrible. I'm a horrible cook! (of instant noodles) bleh. Funny that I'm not hungry. and my internal clock is also all screwed up due to hibernation in process because I HATE THE HOT WEATHER. tadaa.

Anw, will be chilling out with 6/1 peps on Tues then see what happens. After that I'm off to Thailand for a while :) Really short holiday. And I totally wish a day had 48 hours. 12 to sleep, 12 to play, 12 to stone and 12 to do homework.
GEEEEESH.

2009-12-11T03:42:00.002+08:00

I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

--
Today's the day when I woke up at 1900.
Weell thats cause I slept at 645 yesterday :)

--
Managed to meet up with Nat and Vivi yesterday. I miss them :0.. basically did some math homework at starbucks. It was really interesting! Going for Jigglypuff BBQ today (its 345 now_

I know my timing's all screwed. Love the holidays :) Hate the homework :(

2009-12-06T01:46:00.002+08:00

Bleh. Work + Hard.

2009-12-02T01:29:00.002+08:00

I hate the holidays. Wished we lived in Australia or smth where holidays were free and people all lived in a single, neighbourhood..

.
Tears won't wash away anything. Harden your heart and live, or expose it and let it erode.

2009-12-02T01:25:00.001+08:00

Man is like a tree. No matter how much the wind howls, or the tears rain upon it, it won't disappear after a storm. Its branches may break or it may shatter into a complete mess, but fact remains that that seed has been planted and there remains a tree.
A tree on that spot.

2009-11-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

Like shooting stars people come and go in our lives.
They burn brightly then disintegrate into darkness.
Like walking in the woods blindly, we often see the moon.
But when does one look at the moon - Only during the dead of night and only when our hearts are broken into pieces as numerous as the stars in the sky.
Only then will the moon appear wholesome.

Haven't been doing much.
Haven been wanting to do much either. Just no will.
Going to head down to the library tommorrow. Hopefully can finish the horrifying math wksts.
Looking forward to? Short trip to Thai and Xmas!

2009-11-23T21:46:00.002+08:00

I hate homework. Period.
I hate deadlines that cause me to procrastinate precisely because they are so far far and far away. And yet so near.
I love blanking out and thinking of the good times and being busy surfing and learning about something that I don't actually need to spend so much time on.

And I hate going to tuition and I love finishing tuition because I would accomplish so much during that small time-frame. I hate explaining and I hate being disgusted at disgusting things.

This is just a thought.

2009-11-22T01:43:00.005+08:00

What I have done for the Holidays:

SLACK.

me and my lazy bum. NO!

2009-11-22T00:36:00.005+08:00

It Starts and Ends with..

(This photo is here so I can have a photo of my face here! hahah! I hate photos :?)

2009-11-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

A quote from a quote today:

Just because someone doesn't say anything, it doesn't mean that the person doesn't feel anything.
The person could just be tolerating and waiting to see exactly how heartless people can really be before exploding due to suppressed anger and emotions.

Like that didn't happen to me before. We shouldn't judge based on appearances. Like we didn't know that already. But sometimes, somethings you can't save, you just have to choose to give up, to stop trying. Even though you still do so in the end. Even though it still ruins you.

2009-11-12T20:15:00.001+08:00

Oh! I forgot to follow-up on my prev. post!
(My GPA for eoy is O.K., Much better than I expected! But still I so need to Jiayou!)

2009-11-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

I'm updating again after weeks of news-lessness! :)

Had the long-awaited sleepover at Vivienne's place yesterday!
Vivienne now knows how to play chinese chess and I love Wii :D
Plus her lil sis and bro are so horribly adorable ;)
Pinky came over later on and we watched Tom & Jerry then had we decided to stick lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of clips into Vivienne's hair. All interested parties please contact Pinky for related photos. Guaranteed workout for your laughing muscles! Ke-ke-ke..

Anw, we also played The Game of Life which Vivienne won due to her salary which was 5x more than Pinky's, hahah. Then I won Uno 4 times in a row ;D

Woke up pretty late then took turn getting rdy which caused us to be late. Somehow, by some weird freak of nature, we ended up looking like powerpuff girls, mainly me bubbles, pinky buttercup and vivi blossom. (I know the colours don't match, but WDV LD)

Thankfully, Ok, V. Thankfully, Weilin and Natalie wore normal-looking stuff, so I kinda got saved. Shopped at Far East for a few (w/ my HUGE bag), I saw lotsa pot. stuff but bought nth and the rest bought shirts! Then Pinky went off to get some care, and we went Karaoke!

Vivienne had to leave early :(, but still managed to sing lotsa songs like Sorry Sorry etcetc so now my voice is like O_O and I'm so totally bad at singing :(. Meh.
Bye, watch TV tonight ok :D, off to play some online mahjong! :D

2009-11-06T02:02:00.004+08:00

Life is like taking EOYs,
no matter how hard you try,
how much you plan,
how much effort you put in,
it always screws you up right left down.

Well, for starters, the exams are finally over!~

Srsly, it's been so long since I blogged that I don't know where to start.
Can't say the results were particularly good or bad, but just a relief that it's over.

Tommorrow gonna get back report book :o so wish me good luck!
Love, ger.

2009-10-01T21:02:00.008+08:00

if humans had "heartware" like robots..

oh yeah, I cut my hair;
(totally 4got about it until I saw nat's blog hahah!)

2009-10-01T20:53:00.002+08:00

'The only thing worse than being blind is having sight but no vision'-Helen Keller

我忍了很多，可做的始终不够。

French EOY is over!
Feel like I kinda screwed it up- regrets are useless now anyway. I prepared the best I could, safe to say that I really "did my best" although it may never be enough.
I think havta sign up for the DEF exam tomorrow! (Spaghetti!)

love y'all.......